So in my last post I promised to tell how my spirit guides have pushed me into accepting my gifts and explore them so here it is.

It happened one weekend at a friends house. This friend has her own spiritual connection to mother earth and her roommate has psychic abilities. On this particular weekend my friends roommate was having her first church meeting at the house. Suddenly I was confronted by a massive wave of energies slamming into me as the church members entered the house. I could feel myself begin to panic but stayed in the living room with them. I did feel connected to one member. The mother of my friends roommate. However, when they started a mediation, I had to leave the livingroom and I hid in my friends bedroom. Eventually I had to leave the house entirely and I cried all the way home.

I did find the courage to speak to my friends roommate about this all and she truly helped me. The next time I was confronted with all this energy I was able to ask her for help and she grounded me. It was very encouraging to be able to stay in the room with these people and the massive amounts of energy they were projecting.

I had what I call a visitation that day from my friends mother who has passed. I did not see her or hear her voice. I simply had this "knowing" that her spirit was not in the house as she usually was ( I could feel her each time I visited). I knew she was at my friends brother's house to comfort him and that she wanted me to tell my friend that she needed to call her brother because something was wrong. It turned out that my friends niece was to have surgery. The same surgery my friends daughter just had. She was able to support and comfort her brother.

It was that positive experience that convinced me that it was time to stop being afraid and to open up to my abilities and explore this world that I have hidden from and shut out for most of my life.

I spoke of all of this with two dear friends of mine Todd and Lisa. Lisa had just obtained her pendulum from this shop nearby and we made a date for she and I to go and see if I would connect with a pendulum myself.

I did connect with a pendulum almost immediately connect with one which now has become my oracle. I also connected with a medium there and made a date to have a reading. The reading was awesome and I am still processing it as it was just two days ago.

But for now my friends, I need to skeedattle. My next post will be about my reading and my spirit guides.

Good night