This morning as I laid in bed doing the half asleep, half awake thing I had this "thing"happen to me.
Let me preface this blog by saying that I have been training myself to tap into my spirit guides first thing in the morning, prepare myself for the day emotionally and empathically, and put up my protective bubble.
This morning as I laid in bed doing all of this I felt my chest tighten. My first thought was "ugh panic attack so early"? Then the feeling changed and it actually felt like something was being shoved into my chest. Very strange feeling that I am not sure how to describe. Then an intense warmth flowed up from the bottom of my rib cage up and out the top of my head. I thought to myself "could this be something spiritual and not physical?"
I pulled out my pendulum, asked if I was talking with Archangel Faith as she is usually the one who speaks to me through the pendulum and it was. I asked her if what I had felt came from them (meaning God and my spirit guides) and she answered yes. I asked if it was in preparation for something and she answered yes. I asked if it had anything to do with wayward or earthbound spirits and she answered no. Then it occurred to me that perhaps I was being given something to help me with my move away from Venice and to help with getting my daughter settled so I asked and she answered yes.
Getting myself and my daughter settled has been tough. I am dealing with an ex roommate who is very unpredictable so I am really looking forward to being out by this weekend. My daughter wants to move with her friend who is dealing with a very controlling mother. This morning my roommate is back to freaking out, blaming me for things that I have nothing to do with, such as the amount of cleaning she has to do etc. So now I understand why I was given what I perceive as a gift of strength and inner peace to help me deal with all of this and make clear decisions.
So, why am I blogging about this experience? Well, I wanted to share with you who follow me, and with myself that I am finally learning to recognize when I am receiving a message, sign or gift. It makes me wonder how many times in the past did they try and send me any of these and I chalked it up to a panic attack.

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