My Pendulum

As I stated in an earlier post, a wonderful friend of mine Lisa, brought me to a shop called Enchanted Spirits to see if I could find my pendulum there.  Let me preface all of this by saying, I am a huge purple person and I fully expected to connect to a pendulum that was purple or had purple in it if I connected at all.

Well I did not end up with a purple pendulum. I remember walking into the room where the crystals and pendulums where with Lisa and the woman who was helping us. There was indeed a purple one there and I did notice it but then there was this simple pendulum with white stones. It called to me and I reached out to take it from it's hanger. The woman told me that the main stone was a luminescence stone and the 6 other stones that adorned the chain were moon stones. The second I heard luminescence and moon stone I knew this was my pendulum.

The woman behind the counter instructed me to hold it by the top stone. I did so and it started to vibrate. All three of us knew I had found my pendulum. I asked it to show me clear signs for yes and no. Then I asked it if it should come home with me. I got a very enthusiastic yes.

I feel very connected to my pendulum. It talks to me. No I don't hear a voice lol. But just as the spirits put "knowings" or pictures in my head, my pendulum does the same thing. I have found that Archangel Faith uses my pendulum the most to communicate with me.

Now here is something for you Lisa, my friend and spiritual sister. Do you remember asking if my pendulum has a name? Do you remember telling me that you felt a male energy coming from it that day as we walked along the beach? Well I found out today that it was Archangel Michael who wanted to swim in the water that day. That is why you felt that male energy.

Through my pendulum, Archangel Faith has told me that I indeed am a pleiadian and that I am here to help earthbound spirits both light and dark go home. She also told me something that does scare me, something I think I have known for a long time and why I have blocked this out for so long. I am here to help rid this place of dark energy and demons. This is a strong statement and a question I have asked my pendulum three times now with different wording each time but always got the same answer.

During my reading, Rev. Michelle made a statement that I had some very powerful protectors. I asked Faith if the reason they are all protecting me is because I am here to do this sometimes dark work and she said yes via my pendulum. Again, even as I write this, I am scared. 

However, I do know that in this universe and in any universe, you cannot have light without dark, happiness without sadness, peace without war.  My faith in God has always been strong. For me, the image of my God does not look like a Michael Angelo painting, Jesus does not look like many of the statues and paintings that are hung in churches and museums. To me, God looks like a regular dad. I know that he is awesome but I do not idolize him. By that I mean, I don't see him in those colorful and often gilded statues and paintings. He is more down to earth, more in touch with us and this planet. I see God in nature, and I feel him in the sea creatures. 

If this life I am living now, is to be one of service to this earth than I am ready. I have de-cluttered my life. I have left a job that made me ill, blocked my mind and oppressed my spirit. I left behind an apartment and many of my material things, taking only that which meant something to me. This is not how I live. I am orderly, I have a decent paying job, an apartment, things in my house. For years, my life has been chaos even though I had those things. I could never seem to get out from under that dark cloud. I should be freaking out right now, as I have told my friends. I am living on unemployment, renting a converted garage from a friend and job hunting (job just found today yippee) but these last few months have been the most calm months of my life.

I am scared of these dark spirits and it is even hard for me to type the word demon. But I am ready to learn to be a soldier for God and to protect those that I love now, will come to love later and perhaps will never even know.  I wonder to myself as I type these words "who am I"? Well I am simply Tammy, and now I know my purpose.