Lesson Learned

I guess this wouldn't really be a blog if I only wrote about the fun exciting stuff would it. So, now you get to share with me a lesson learned.

Yes what happened last night was amazing. And it was easy. Or so it seemed at the time.

I am reading a book about a mother and daughter team who help wayward and earthbound spirits go home and she is constantly talking about grounding herself after they do this. Usually she will eat a hearty meal, have a glass of wine, commune with nature.

I had a microwave meal and blogged. Apparently not grounding enough. I also went online to see if I could find someone who knows more about this than me to talk to. I did call one woman who seemed promising but it did not turn out well.

I had anxiety dreams last night which I have not had in a while and today I have been on edge, shakey, irritable and very emotional.

I have been working with my Archangels today and I meditated a bit.

I couldn't figure out what was wrong and so I consulted my pendulum. It was the answer I needed.

Although I now know what I did wrong and know how to fix it, it still doesn't feel great.

I put up this picture because right now I do feel alone. Yes I have wonderful friends who are so supportive of me. But I yearn for a teacher, a guide, someone who has been through this to talk to.
I have my spirit guides and they help a lot but I have questions they can't answer.

So when will I find my teacher and mentor?