Hello faithful readers. Today I am just bursting with light and joy. It's been a bumpy road as of late both in my spiritual life and my everyday life. Notice how I have them listed separately? Well no more. I have realized there is no separation, they are one in the same. Since realizing this, some simply amazing things have happened.
Let's start with these little fairies Michelle (Rev. Michelle Lelekis Glass my spiritual advisor) told me I have little green fairies around me. So of course I have to get my Fairies 101 book. Now I have always believed in fairies, gnomes, elves, trolls, all of it. So let me tell you about my fairies. They are impish little things. I guess they felt bad that Todd felt left out of all the "fun and interesting" stuff so they painted his forehead with their glitter in the middle of the night. Now, you need to know, there is NO glitter in this house, not for crafting, not in make up, none. We are or were having some issues with those little sugar ants. I found a way to get rid of them online but it meant giving them something that would make them explode. Ya, no, not going there. So, I put one of our treasured dark chocolate covered pomegranates outside under a palm tree in our yard (making sure to let them know I was walking on the grass, didn't want to crush any fairies) and asked them to please take away the ants. Next day, no ants and no pomegranate under the tree. Yesterday a few of the pesky critters came back so I added one of the sea shells I found and put one of the pomegranates in it and put them under the palm tree in the same spot. I figured two things. The fairies might like the added gift AND if they are really the ones taking the pomegranates than they shell would be gone too, if not then the pomegranate would be gone but not the shell. Both were gone last night and so far no ants yet today.
So the other night, I am home alone, well not really alone because there are 72 souls outside waiting to cross. A new friend warned me that once I am known in the astral world as a crosser they would come in droves and they do! I am learning that it is OK to set "office hours" to give myself time to rest, recharge, cleanse and re shield. Out of the 72 there were 5 to 7 dark ones. Bad guys. So, my two partners in crime are off doing their own thing, so it is me, Archangel Michael, Archangel Raphael, Grampa Stan and Spirit comprising the Crossing Guard that night. When the crowd gets that big I don't really get to concentrate and learn about any of the spirits. There was however, this one grey that made an impression on me. As he was following the hallway the to Archangels, Grampa Stan and I made, he looked at me with such sadness. I knew instantly he missed his wife. I let him know she was on the other side and poof there she was at the doorway waiting for him. As their hands touched I watched them transform into what they must have looked like on their wedding day. That is why I chose the picture for this post that I did. It made me so happy to have been able to witness that and know that they were happy and reunited.
I have learned, or at least in my experiences, that the whites and greys all go through one door and the darks through another. Also Archangel Michael makes the darks wait until the lighter ones have crossed before he lets them cross. Or rather, before he shoves them across.
I have also learned that I am going to feel some of the spirits that I help. I am going to feel their pain, the pain of their death, the pain of their emotions, their anger and panic. But that's OK. It helps me to connect with them and have them trust me. You might wonder why don't they just go into the light? I mean, shouldn't they just KNOW that is where they are supposed to go and when they get there everything will be OK? Let me ask you this, would you go? Or would you stay where things looked and felt more like what you are used to? Some are ready to go and all I have to say is "go to the light, time to go home" and they are gone. Some need convincing and some just need one of the angels to shove them there. But along with those more negative feelings, I get to also feel their joy and peace.
So I am learning to set my boundaries. I am learning to ask Archangel Michael for time off when it gets to be too much. Shelly did my numerology and tarot card reading and everything points to this being my life now and that I will be supporting myself through it as well. So I am looking into how to make that happen and have started trying to manifest it.
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