With all the activity happening lately, I have taken to asking Archangel Michael every morning if we would have a job to do today. I asked him this on Friday during our morning "chat" and he confirmed we would. After some questions and answers I found out that a couple would be following me home from my spiritual meeting that night.
I found out it was a couple and I could discern the wife's name as Shirley and that they had a son named George but I never did get the husband's name. Apparently, their son George had some form of mental handicap. I found out that the husband died first but did not cross as he didn't want to leave his family. I found out the wife died but did not cross because she felt that no one could care for her son properly. Shirley was the dominant member of the family and a bit of a control freak. I also found out that George died and did cross over. Since then, Shirley has been frantic trying to find her son.
You may wonder wonder how I was able to get all this information with just the use of my pendulum. Archangel Michael has been working with me to communicate with me without the use of the pendulum. He speaks to me much like the spirits who have crossed do when they want me to deliver a message. I use the pendulum to verify what I heard in my head. I heard the names Shirley and George in my head but never the husbands name. I felt the childlike bliss of George and that is how I came to ask if he had a disability. Again, I didn't go into what kind and I never got an inkling.
About midway during the class Friday night, I was overcome by this huge, all encompassing wave of sadness. I almost started crying but then realized what was happening. The couple had found me and latched on. I was distracted for the rest of the night. Shirley's energy was strong and hard to ignore.
I got home and made a dash to my room. I calmed myself so that I could calm Shirley. It took me a moment to get her attention. The husband always positioned himself behind her. I finally got her to stop long enough to listen to me. I told her I knew where George was. I expected a wave of relief to come from her but what I felt instead was her shooting accusation feelings at me, as if I had kept him from her.
Fortunately, Michael made an appearance. Normally, he stays in the back round letting Spirit and I do the actual work while he directs. Seeing Archangel Michael, calmed Shirley. Suddenly Spirit was there with the tunnel of light and George. George saw his parents and started running towards them and I had to yell out for him to stop so he wouldn't come all the way out of the light, then Spirit and I would have three to cross.
The small family reunited and walked with Spirit down the tunnel, no one looked back this time and this is the first crossing where I have did not receive a thank you. Not that it bothers me, I get it, and I am fine with it. It's just a different kind of crossing that I had gotten used to.
This case was very, very emotional for me. I could not shield myself from Shirley's emotions. I quickly went through a range of emotions from anger, panic, guilt, accusation and then finally relief. I did cry in my bedroom where the crossing happened. I couldn't help it.
Because this was not my "typical" crossing, if I can even claim to have one at this point, I am determined more than ever to stop questioning myself and start working on the things I have been given to do by Michael to make myself a stronger worker for the job we have to do together.
I have been getting nothing but validation about this from people I look up to who know about this kind of thing. Continuing to question myself, or my abilities is to question God and frankly put myself up on a pedestal as something more than I really am. A servant, a guide, a comforter and reuniter.
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