Freddie's back!

 

 

Ok so even I am having a hard time with this. It would seem Freddie has decided he likes us. Three times I have channeled him for Todd. Now, I love Freddie and always wished I could have seen him in concert but I NEVER expected this!

 

It is very evident that the words are not mine as I simply do not say the things he says to Todd. Today I felt what has become the familiar heaviness in my chest indicating there was a spirit(s) about. So I pick up Michael's pendulum ( that would be my first pendulum that Archangel Michael has taken over) and asked if there was a spirit in the house that needed to be crossed. No. OK... so is there a spirit in the house at all? Yes. My first thought were the two brothers we made a promise to that we have not been able to do as of yet. Nope not them, just as I was asking if it was baby Rebecca when I just knew. Freddie was back.

 

Now don't get me wrong. I enjoy his visits. His smile is infectious and he is quite the amusing smart ass. He had a message for Todd who has been trying to hear his Angels and guides. Todd is supposed to meditate tonight and ask them to come to him in his dreams, he is also supposed to put some of the holy water he brought with him on his forehead. Now, these all sound like suggestions I would make and I did actually make the dream suggestion. However, Freddie's wording was so much more different than mine and I had forgotten all about the holy water. Freddie basically said it didn't matter if Todd put the holy water on his head in shape of a cross, a star or a dick. Ok so I would NEVER use the words dick and holy water in the same sentence.

 

Freddie also named the Archangles Todd is supposed to ask to come to him. One is Archangel Uriel but he did not use that exact name. He used the name of  one of the planets that also beings with U. I refused to type it lol. And as usual, he ended with seems to be his usual salutation to Todd, "pink, man, pink".

 

Now if that is not enough, Freddie took it upon himself to bring me some spirits to be crossed. I voiced my astonishment at his brazeness and was rewarded with a slap on my tucus and a round of chorus from Fat Bottom Girls, thanks Freddie.

 

So, Archangels Michael, Uriel, Gabriel, Raphael, Jophiel and Christopher, as well as Spirit in his Jona form, myself and Freddie watched as they all crossed. Aside from Freddie being there, the other big difference was the wonderful rainbow of light that was the path to the doorway. I just wanted to stay in that light. It was beyond beautiful.

 

Well the Angels and Spirit all departed and Freddie headed to the front door assuring me he would be back. Oh Joy...

Another grateful day



How blessed am I that God chose me to be one of his Crossing Guards? There is a reason for everything. I found Rev. Michelle Glass through Todd and Lisa, who then found their own abilities through interacting with me. Full circle.

 

Through Michelle I found Google+ and some great communities there. I have been able to help one live soul and one passed so far and am in the process of helping another live soul and passed soul because of Google + which has helped me more than those on there who talk with me know. Again, full circle.

 

Today I am working with Archangels Michael, Raphael, Uriel and Jophiel as well as Spirit to help a man who has been plagued by what he thought was a demon. In reality, it is a Dark One who needs help. From what I have been able to find out, he was murdered back in the 1980's either in Boston or Brooklyn NY, due to the accent he has. I have not questioned him on that as we have had other things to discuss during our brief visits today. I believe it was a mugging that went bad.

 

His anger at having his life taken from him when it was all going so wonderfully kept him here on earth instead of going into the light. I believe he was on the verge or at least thinking of asking his girl to marry him. Work was going good, life was good. He lost faith in God because of the way he died.

 

Eventually he found a woman that he attached to. I am not sure if she is psychic or simply practices black magic but she has used him as her pet, taking out her own anger and self loathing on others. She has kept him by feeding into his lust for revenge and lack of faith in God. She has even provided him a way to "feel" what it is like to have sex again by showing him how to enter her lover's body while they were engaged in sexual activity.

 

For this he felt obligated to her. She has been using him to attack her last ex. He has seen her for what she is and has called her on it. So she has sent her pet to make his life miserable and it has worked. Until now.

 

I am going to blog this as it happens.

 

This morning I did my usual routine of first communicating with Archangel Michael asking if we will have work today. He said yes. I didn't get much further before I read Bill's post to me about how he felt that he had not been able to "give back" the demon to his ex-girlfriend. He had been told in a reading that it was a demon. So, I meditated and cleansed asking Archangel Michael for protection. During this, I did catch a whiff of that incense they use at Easter in church. We don't have any of that in this house.

 

I felt the pull of this spirit and concentrated. Suddenly I found myself in the cab of an 18 wheeler, no surprise there, Bill is a trucker but I did not know at the time he was on the road. In the backseat was the spirit. I could tell he was a Dark One, not a demon, not even a Black One. So I engaged him in conversation which seemed to surprise him. He asked me if I could see him and I said of course. He asked me what I wanted and I told him it was time for him to go home. He immediately got defensive and started swearing at me. "Why would I do that bitch? I am having way too much fun here". The more I spoke to him of the light the angrier and more foul mouthed he got until finally he turned his back on me and sent me away. During our conversation, I draped the cloak of Archangel Michael around Bill for protection.

 

I continued on with my research on Archangels until I felt the pull again. Into the cab of the truck I popped. He was not happy to see me. It was this trip that I learned of how he was killed and his great sorrow over losing his girl. He was angry that she moved on, got married and had children. I reasoned with him that if he truly loved her, why isn't he happy that she is happy? Would he want her to live her life in mourning, always alone? He reluctantly admitted he wouldn't want that for her. We then talked about God and if he was a loving God why did he let this bad thing happen. So we talked for a while about how we are not God's puppets, that we have free will, the will to walk a true path and the will to walk a dark one. Obviously the two that mugged and killed him chose the latter. He then told me to go away again and phased out of view.

 

Our next meeting he was less aggressive. He wanted to ask me about what would happen if he did decide to go to the light. He said he figured he would certainly be punished for the things he had done in his death. I explained that I didn't know for sure what would happen once he crossed. I told him that I did know that God is about love and not fear and punishment. That if he is truly sorry, TRULY sorry that God would forgive him. I said, even so, I was not sure that he would not have to account for what he did once he got to the other side. He then let me know that he didn't feel worthy. I simply told him that he must have been good before he died, otherwise, the girl he loved so much would not have had anything to do with him would she? He sat in contemplation but clearly was not going to speak with me anymore. Before I left, I silently asked Archangel Raphael to come heal him, Archangel Uriel to come and bestow some knowledge of God's love upon him and I asked Archangel Jophiel to help him see the beauty that awaits him on the other side.

 

Final pull. This time I felt more peace coming from him, more calm. I consulted with Michael if Jimmy was ready and he said yes. I asked if I had to pull him here or if it could be done where he was and it was done where he was. So popped back into the truck. That is really the only way I can describe it, and asked him if he was ready. We again had another discussion about God and forgiveness. As usual Spirit appeared with his golden doorway. And as usual his form as a wolf surprised the earthbound. Then he asked me who was behind me. I knew it was the Archangels and I told him each of them by name. He was in awe that they were there. I told him that they had been with him for a good part of the day, there to help him. He could not believe that they would help one such as him. I explained to him that no matter what he did, he is still part of God, loved unconditionally like any parent loves their child. Because of that, the angels were sent to help him.

 

I then got something I have never had before. A hug from a ghost. I can still feel it. I don't know how to describe it other than a tingly sensation, a band around my chest not unlike when I feel the presence of a spirit but not quite the same. It made me physically shiver. He thanked me and started walking towards the door and Spirit.

 

So OK, I know some of you are now thinking to yourselves, "he did what? How was there room to walk anywhere in the cab of a semi"? Well there is always a bit of a path between where I stand with the Angels and the spirit(s) that are crossing. It is a journey they all have to take.

 

So as Jimmy was walking, the Angels fell in behind him. He stopped and asked why they were following him. I said they weren't, that they were taking the journey with him, to support and love him. He turned and walked straight into the doorway.

 

Yes I am teary eyed. I will admit after most crossing that get this personal I get teary.

 

Sometime between the second and final visit with Jimmy, Bill called me. We talked for quite a while about all of what had transpired between he and this woman and this earthbound.

 

 One of the main things that Bill was upset about was the loss of some of his friends including a spirit guide that had been sent to him for protection. I let him know, our guides, protectors and Angels never leave us. It is us that leaves them, shuts them out. All he has to do is open his heart to this spirit and ask for it to come to him and he will feel it again.

 

At the end of our conversation, Bill kept thanking me. I wanted to say "no, it is I who should be thanking you for the wonderful opportunity you have given me" and I still feel that way and will let him know. But something told me, at that time, he has to be in his state of gratefulness for a bit.

 

I feel so fulfilled at having been part of an event that helped two souls today. I love my job.

 

 



Glittered studded bone to pick with our garden's fairies

So at my last reading with Rev. Michelle Glass reveled that I have green fairies around me. OK cool. I've always liked and believed in fairies. So immediately I start researching fairies on a more spiritual level rather than a fantasy level. Of course I want to know why they are green as opposed to any other color.

 

In my research I find out that they will help you with anything you need in life if you just ask them. If they find that you are of good character, care for the planet and all living things, they just may help you.

 

We have this problem with the little sugar ants. So I think to myself, "self, THIS is a fine way to find out if they will help you". So I make an offering of a chocolate covered pomegranate and ask them to please remove the ants.  So next day the ants are gone from the kitchen. Woohoo! But we still have them in the main bathroom. So I put another chocolate colored pomegranate in a little shell and put it in the same place. Next day the candy is gone but the shell is still there. So are the ants. Less of them yes but still there.

 

Then I figure out why they are still there. I had gone to a local park and failed to pick up two potato chip bags I saw. HOWEVER, Todd gets a landing strip of glitter on his forehead! NO we do NOT have any glitter in the house anywhere and more specifically Todd and Lisa do not have any glitter in their bedroom. Lisa did not do this while Todd slept. She would have told me if she was playing a joke on him.

 

 

So next day I find this pretty shell when I am out and about and think, hmm I think the fairies would like this one. So I put it next to the other shell. Yesterday, I go back to the park I had been too and pick up some of the litter. 

 

Today the ants are gone yippee! BUT now Lisa has glitter on part of her seat in her car. OK so here is the bone I want to pick. Um, hello! I'm doing all the work here and THEY'RE getting the glitter? HMPH I say!

 

I am just happy the ants are gone.



Feeling very lucky

 

The first crossing today was rough. He was VERY dark and very mean. He was trying to attach to Lisa. It took me a while to get him to pay attention to me. He didn't want to come with me and I had to do something that made my skin crawl. I had to tell him I knew of a place where there were lots of pure virgins. (I neglected to tell him of course that there was no way in heck he would be getting near them). It was only with the thought that he could get his disgusting hands on a virgin and defile her that he agreed to follow me. Once I had him here at home with me Spirit showed up with the doorway, Archangel Michael was here as well of course. They took over and did the rest. At one point before crossing he touched me. Ick. But Spirit took care of that quickly. He was suspicious of the doorway because itwas the golden yellow but I simply said that it should make sense that a doorway that led to pure virgins should look like that. The one scary part of it all was halfway through he realized what was really happening and so he tried to come back and was yelling and swearing at me. Archangle Michael pushed him the rest of the way through. I took refuge in Archangel Michaels healing light for a bit and he assured me I was safe.

 

After a while I started to feel the need to communicate with Archangel Michael again. There were more around Lisa but these were white and grey spirits. I called them to me and as they came so did Spirit but as Jona (his human form, and the one he uses mostly with white spirits) Archangel Michael of course, Archangel Raphael and Archangel Jophiel. The love and beauty that was pouring off of Raphael and Jophiel was intoxicating. The last spirit to pass was a hunched over little old lady. As she passed me, she grasped my hand, looked at me and thanked me. She kissed my hand before letting go and continuing on. I realize now why Jophiel was there because as the woman walked towards the lighted doorway she began to grow younger and taller. Her hair darkened and grew longer and by the time she reached Jona, she was young, I would say very early 20's if even that, her hair was down to her waist and flowed. As she entered the doorway a man was there to meet her and he picked her up and carried her over. I do not know if they had been married in life but they are very clearly in love.

 

As if that wasn't reward enough for the one earlier, all three Archangels and Jona agreed to spend a few moments with me. We all sat, or well Jona and I did crosslegged (surprising what I can do when doing lightwork lol) and chatted for a bit. I was again reassured I was on the right path and to not loose faith. Jona put his arm around me very brotherly. It only lasted a moment or two but I feel so blessed to be able to have this kind of relationship with them. It reminds me of the one I always have had wth God.

 

I am a very lucky woman indeed.

Ahoy Matey!

So, a lesson in be careful what you wish for! Todd has been a bit disappointed that he can't "do" what Lisa and I do even though we keep telling him that he is as important if not more so.

 

I found out from Archangel Michael that there would be five to cross and that we would pick them up when we went to the beach.

 

So off to the beach we go. I am all excited because I get to use my brandy new water shoes. Now I have not been in the water in oh... 20 years. No, really. Hard to believe since I have always lived on one coast or another all my life.  But once you jump into a school of jelly fish, swim into a swarm of floating crabs, step on a razor clam and then a sand shark, you kind of steer clear of the water. Add to that my injuries and well I honestly never thought I would be in the water outside of a pool again.

 

So I am waiting for Lisa to say she feels something because I am feeling nothing. Not even my spirit dolphin. The evening goes on, the sunset is beautiful, Todd gets hungry and off we go to dinner.

 

At the restaurant Todd starts getting super hyper. OK so he's always super charged anyway but this was out of control hyper, like we need sedation hyper. He was banging on the table, playing with his steak knife and being loud. Lisa is the one who figured it out. So we took a beat and Todd took stock of what was happening. Feeling funny, heart feels like is racing but pulse is normal, abnormal behavior, hmmm, gee, now you know how Lisa and I feel when spirits attach themselves to us Todd!

 

Needless to say I went to work with Spirit and Archangel Michael to cross them. It took a shiny new pirate ship and the promise of pretty wenches but of they sailed.

 

Todd knew instantly that they were gone. We were able to eat in peace.





I am getting used to this and with Jophiel's help, I am seeing the beauty of what I do

 

Hello faithful readers. Today I am just bursting with light and joy. It's been a bumpy road as of late both in my spiritual life and my everyday life. Notice how I have them listed separately? Well no more. I have realized there is no separation, they are one in the same. Since realizing this, some simply amazing things have happened.

 

Let's start with these little fairies Michelle (Rev. Michelle Lelekis Glass my spiritual advisor) told me I have little green fairies around me. So of course I have to get my Fairies 101 book. Now I have always believed in fairies, gnomes, elves, trolls, all of it. So let me tell you about my fairies. They are impish little things. I guess they felt bad that Todd felt left out of all the "fun and interesting" stuff so they painted his forehead with their glitter in the middle of the night. Now, you need to know, there is NO glitter in this house, not for crafting, not in make up, none. We are or were having some issues with those little sugar ants. I found a way to get rid of them online but it meant giving them something that would make them explode. Ya, no, not going there. So, I put one of our treasured dark chocolate covered pomegranates outside under a palm tree in our yard (making sure to let them know I was walking on the grass, didn't want to crush any fairies) and asked them to please take away the ants. Next day, no ants and no pomegranate under the tree. Yesterday a few of the pesky critters came back so I added one of the sea shells I found and put one of the pomegranates in it and put them under the palm tree in the same spot. I figured two things. The fairies might like the added gift AND if they are really the ones taking the pomegranates than they shell would be gone too, if not then the pomegranate would be gone but not the shell. Both were gone last night and so far no ants yet today.

 

So the other night, I am home alone, well not really alone because there are 72 souls outside waiting to cross. A new friend warned me that once I am known in the astral world as a crosser they would come in droves and they do! I am learning that it is OK to set "office hours" to give myself time to rest, recharge, cleanse and re shield. Out of the 72 there were 5 to 7 dark ones. Bad guys. So, my two partners in crime are off doing their own thing, so it is me, Archangel Michael, Archangel Raphael, Grampa Stan and Spirit comprising the Crossing Guard that night. When the crowd gets that big I don't really get to concentrate and learn about any of the spirits. There was however, this one grey that made an impression on me. As he was following the hallway the to Archangels, Grampa Stan and I made, he looked at me with such sadness. I knew instantly he missed his wife. I let him know she was on the other side and poof there she was at the doorway waiting for him. As their hands touched I watched them transform into what they must have looked like on their wedding day. That is why I chose the picture for this post that I did. It made me so happy to have been able to witness that and know that they were happy and reunited.

 

I have learned, or at least in my experiences, that the whites and greys all go through one door and the darks through another. Also Archangel Michael makes the darks wait until the lighter ones have crossed before he lets them cross. Or rather, before he shoves them across.

 

I have also learned that I am going to feel some of the spirits that I help. I am going to feel their pain, the pain of their death, the pain of their emotions, their anger and panic. But that's OK. It helps me to connect with them and have them trust me. You might wonder why don't they just go into the light? I mean, shouldn't they just KNOW that is where they are supposed to go and when they get there everything will be OK? Let me ask you this, would you go? Or would you stay where things looked and felt more like what you are used to? Some are ready to go and all I have to say is "go to the light, time to go home" and they are gone. Some need convincing and some just need one of the angels to shove them there. But along with those more negative feelings, I get to also feel their joy and peace.

 

So I am learning to set my boundaries. I am learning to ask Archangel Michael for time off when it gets to be too much. Shelly did my numerology and tarot card reading and everything points to this being my life now and that I will be supporting myself through it as well. So I am looking into how to make that happen and have started trying to manifest it.

 

 

My first remote assistance

 

 

So, with Pip's help, I have helped both a living and a deceased soul. I don't know where they live, I have not met Michael the man who was lucky enough to have the sweetest little girl spirit in his attic. But I feel close to them both. Micheal posted on a community Pip is part of asking for help with a spirit of a little girl he had tried to catch in a candle.

 

 He was concerned because she lives in his attic and apparently he feels it is too hot up there for her. With a few lines of chat he agreed to try and help her go home. I gave him a couple of suggestions and offered more help.

 

However, he came up with such a wonderful way to help this little girl. He wrote her a song telling her it was ok to go. This song is sooo, I can't even say how I feel. Thank you Micheal for sharing, thank you Pip for giving me the opportunity for this wonderful experience. https://soundcloud.com/dizzyaudio/setting-you-free



First Black One

Raymond was sad, Shirley was angry and frantic and Suzie was just plain pissed off but none of the came close or even prepared me for tonight.

 

Todd, Lisa and I had just finished dinner and we were all doing whatever it is we each were doing on our own laptops when suddenly I started to feel ill, then like I was having a panic attack, a STRONG one, then I started to sweat and I could not get comfortable. I honestly thought I was having a heart attack, the only thing missing were the chest pains.

 

So I got up and got the pendulum that Archangel Michael uses, our "work" pendulum and asked if there was a spirit in the house that needed crossing. He said yes. I then asked it was a dark one and he said yes. I asked if I could cross him without Lisa's help and he said yes. For that I was greatful. Ever since our reading with Rev. Michelle I have not wanted her near any dark ones.

 

Suddenly I knew this was not just a dark spirit but a black one. I knew it was a male and that he was a murderer.  Oh the attitude on this one. I got up and took him back to my bedroom. I didn't want him anywhere near Lisa.

 

I will admit this one scared me. Badly. I was so glad Archangel Michael was there. Once back in my room I looked at him and told him it was time to go. I fully expected him to just laugh and pop out or phase out or whatever but he didn't. He simly laughed at me and asked me why he should. I told him he could either stay here, in this void, this purgetory for eternity or he could grow a pair and see what was on the other side. Yes I tend to get mouthy when I am scared.

 

He just laughed again and said I was fiesty. Spirit appeared just as he was coming towards me telling me he liked fiesty and growled. That stopped the dark one and he just looked at me and then back at Spirit. He approached Spirit in a challenging way and he actually kicked him! That is when Archangel Michael swooped down at him. He took one look at Archangel Michael and went through the portal. I actually heard a "POP" as it closed.

 

I went back out to the living room after confirming that he was gone. I told my two roommates what had happened and Todd, the medic that he is, stated he had noticed my condition and thought I might be stroking out lol. But when I got up and walked around he figured he would just wait and see.

 

I have instructed Todd and Lisa to shield when they wake up and put up the disco ball shield and do the same ritual before going to bed. I did get a fleeting image of the dark one being mad at me because of what was happening to him on the other side. I asked Archangel Michael if I was safe from him and he said yes.

 

So, I guess this was my first taste of  the black ones. Not looking forward to the demons, not at all. Time to seriously start seeking help with that.


Learned something new last night

I have gotten into the habit of asking Archangel Michael each morning if we will have a job to do today. Sometimes I get a yes, sometimes I get a no, but I always prepare now because it isn't just me, him and Spirit, it's Todd and Lisa too. We're a team now so maybe I need to rephrase my question to make sure I include them.

 

Yesterday was a work day. I was told there would be ten to cross that night, all teenagers. One would be dark. I did something I had not done before. I was able to pull the dark one to me right away. Her name is Suzie and she died from a drug overdose. She didn't know she was dead and became dark from her frustration and fear at no one paying attention to her or being able to see her. She came at me with the typical teenage disdain and anger. Took me a few to calm her down and focus her on me, and respect me as an adult. I let her know that I knew where she could find people who would pay attention to her. Immediately Spirit was there with his doorway of golden light. She thought he was pretty cool. Then suddenly, her grandmother was there. I could feel her joy, then confusion, then fear. She turned to me and asked why was her grandmother there, her grandmother was dead. I simply sent out as much love towards her as I could. I watched as the realization hit her and I was sad for her. Then her grandmother held out her hand to her. Suzie looked at her and then looked back at me. I told her that yes, she had passed but to not be afraid because her grandmother was here to watch over her and be with her.

 

What happened next was pure beauty. I watched as Suzie regressed from the dark teen she was at the time of her death to this sweet pig tailed girl she associated with her memories of her grandmother. Together they walked into the light, hand in hand, loving grandmother and sweet grand baby.

 

 

Then I was off on my day. I got a text from Lisa saying that she had someone with her at the office. She actually saw this one like I do, as a dark shadowy substance. Like my episode in the last house I lived in, this one flew at her and it was so clear that Lisa drew attention of her co-workers from ducking and swatting at the air. I told her to let the spirit know she would be helping it later and to go to our house and wait.  I had directed the others at the GED center to go to the house and wait as well. I had picked up two more when I dropped my daughter off in Venice. We had our ten.

 

No sage was needed. The teens were everywhere in the house. Two were in checking out Todd and Lisa's bedroom, some were in mine, a couple were at the dining room table. Suddenly Spirit appeared and seemed anxious. I quickly picked up that it was time and we needed to act fast before any of the teens got distracted and left or decided this was a cool hang out.

 

One thing I couldn't figure out is why I couldn't just do this on my own with
Archangel Michael and Spirit, why did Lisa HAVE to be there? There were only ten and all light spirits and all ready. Well I found out.

 

 

Lisa and I stood across from each other by the back door where Spirit sets up the doorway. We made sort of a tunnel I guess. As the spirits passed, I felt every single one of their deaths. I had a searing pain in my left ear and left side of my head, at one point I couldn't breathe, another I felt my heart stop, I could feel my body swaying and I almost passed out. If it wasn't for my being able to use some of Lisa's energy I am not sure what would have happened. It really threw me. I have felt things before, and knew how a spirit died but this was intense.

 

Thank goodness we have Todd, who is now realizing his healing power! He was able to give both Lisa and I some of his energy to revitalize us. What a team we make!

Vision Board

So I am taking this manifestation class and one of the things we are supposed to do is make a Vision Board of all the things we want. I decided to make mine digital and share (as that was one of the sugggestions)

This is the house I want and I want it on the beach so I can watch the sunset and the dolphins.

 

And THIS my fine friends is a Mustang. Yes, want, want, want.

 

I want to see whales again. Actually I want to swim with them!

I want to go on an Alaskan Cruise and see the Northern Lights

I want to be able to use my gifts to help people and to help myself. I am being led to use them to financially support myself and I want to make that happen. NOW.

More to come later.

 

 

I don't even know where to start. Things have been pretty quiet on the crossing front aside from two couples Lisa crossed on Saturday by herself. Lisa and I went for a reading on Sunday. Hers was pretty amazing but I will let you read that in her blog. Mine was a lot of confirmation that I am headed in the right direction, that my earthly job is directly connected to my lightwork. She told me that I had several entities that are waiting to work with me as I continue to learn. One of them included Jesus believe it or not! So my task now is , read, read, read, learn, learn, learn and grow, grow, grow.

Today I did my very first intentional reading using my connection with the spirit world and my third eye. Everything I said was a hit so now add that to my resume lol.

So feeling a bit overwhelmed and a little not sure of which direction to take next since there are so many things I need to learn about. Angels, fairies, my celtic connection, my Pleiades connection, Atlantis connection, seems I was there during all the witch trials in Salem which makes sense with my facination of it all. So much to do, so little time.

I did start a new community for our little team. Here is the link. https://plus.google.com/u/0/?tab=wX#communities/113488437912697940167
I started this to help those who have waywards and earthbounds that need to be crossed, to also help those that have the calling to help cross them and to offer my knowledge and services.

Off to learn! See ya!

Huh? Wha..? A Day Off?? Really?? I sure hope so!

 

I may regret posting this but I think, shhhhh, yes I think we may have the day off!!!!!

 

Wooohooo! It would be a nice treat as Todd is leaving for a business trip tomorrow and he and Lisa have plans for tonight. I am headed out myself.

 

So, came up with a name for this motley crew of ours. Crossing Guards. I told Lisa and she got the chills so that's our name.

 

So my friends, take the night off, see you tomorrow. The next few days should be interesting with half our team gone. Todd and Grampa Stan are headed out tomorrow.



Typical Day At The Office

 

So, continuing from yesterday's spirit extravaganza, Todd, Lisa and I were up at the crack of dawn to cross the 80 or so waywards that followed us home from the beach.

 

It was pretty easy, no one balked, no one questioned, the Archangels lined each side of the street outside of our house. A neighbor outside walking his dog was nice enough to walk straight down the middle of the road.

 

All I had to do was tell them to follow the man and they did. It was quite a sight to see all those angels lining the street extending the tunnel and yet another parade of lost souls going home.

 

After they had all crossed, Jophiel came closer to me and smiled the most beautiful hello. She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I am so excited that our journey together has finally begun.

 

Back into the house Todd and I go. Lisa head's off to the gym. A days work done, or so we thought...

 

Now before I continue, I need to let you all know about Grandpa Stan, Todd's grandfather  who talks with Todd through Todd's pendulum. Now I know where Todd gets his humor and energy. I am so thankful for both of them. Things are happening so quickly that Lisa and I are having a hard time keeping things straight. That is where Todd and Grandpa Stan come in. Since Todd got his pendulum and we found out Grandpa Stan was "in" there, he has been a part of every adventure.

 

So, later that day, Todd, Lisa and Grandpa Stan go off to kayak with some friends. I should have known. Apparently, where they went was a haven for pirates, including an actual pirate town. It only makes sense that Lisa would bring a wayward or 30 home!

 

Oh and guess whose job it is to cross them all. Yep, the team, me, Michael and Spirit.  It seems that the job descriptions are being formed. Lisa is the recruiter, Todd's the documenter and I'm the closer. I ask Archangel Michael if I will need sage and he says yes, so I ask if it can wait until after dinner and he said yes. I figure the neighbor's might think we were just a tad freaky if we were out there burning funky stuff in a shell.

 

We had ribs and corn for dinner. Apparently, one of the waywards REALLY liked ribs and corn. He made his way in and stood over my T.V. tray informing me when he felt I had Ieft good meat on the bone or asked when I was going to eat my ear of corn and how the kind of ribs Lisa got were better than baby back ribs. I finally had to tell him to go outside and wait so I could eat in peace. He didn't of course but he did quiet down.

 

I didn't let Todd and Lisa know he was in here right away. He was just pestering me so much I didn't have a chance. Suddenly I could see Lisa's foot going and she asked me if the spirit energy had just picked up inside the house. I let her know that one had made it in and was "helping" me eat my dinner.

 

After dinner, out we all go to send them on their way. Todd was armed with Grandpa Stan and his camera, batteries checked, and Lisa had the phone with the recorder on. I had asked Michael if we should try and photo document this and maybe catch an EVP or two and he had said yes. Not sure yet if they caught anything.

 

Tonight, it was just the usual team, plus three. Me, Michael, Spirit, Lisa, Todd and Grandpa Stan. Things sure happen fast when they are ready to go. The only one who lingered is Rib Guy. He wasn't ready to go until I told him there was a big ole BBQ on the other side. He asked if they had the right kind of ribs and I said yes, with Texas BBQ sauce? and I said yes, (hope I was right) and corn. Well of course there is corn silly.

 

As he was leaving, I felt something cross my shoulder blades, almost like someone was using a feather across my back and on my arm. I asked Todd if something was on my back and he said no. Later I asked Michael if one of the waywards had touched me and he said yes. I asked if it was Rib Guy and he said yes.

 

So another 30 down. I have no idea how many more to go or where the road is going to take we four musketeers, Todd, Lisa, Grandpa Stan and I, but it promises to be a scenic trip.

Labor Day Indeed

 

My plan for today was to work on beefing up my resume', tackling my budget, working on a presentation for an event I am attending later this month and half pay attention to the Criminal Minds Marathon.

 

As the saying goes, "the best laid plans..." My roommate Lisa took off on her morning run and I settled in my usual spot to get to work. When she got back home, no sooner did she walk in the door than she ask me if when I asked Archangel Michael about the day and if there would be jobs, did I say, would "I" have a job or would "we" have a job? I told her I usually said we meaning, myself, Spirit (I now know his pleiadian name is Jonas) and Michael. I told her I had not wanted to start including her until she gave me the go ahead.

 

She then asked me to ask Michael if anything followed her home. Yes. Male spirits? Yes. Younger? Yes. Her questions were coming rapid fire and Michael was answering them as she asked them, I was just the hand holding the pendulum. Together, we were able to determine that they were brothers, Andrew and Ryan, they had died five years or more ago in a freak car accident on Route 580. Neither one of us got the impression that it had anything to do with drugs or alcohol. Lisa was able to determine that it happened during a rainy day, they hit a tree and the car ended upside down.

 

We found out we needed to open the two doors and use the sage to cross the boys. They had been waiting to find someone who would give their parents the message that they are safe, they are not in pain, they are together and are happy. The boys want them to stop mourning their deaths and start celebrating their lives and to plant a tree. Lisa determined it should be one of the trees I brought home to her yesterday. She promised she would give them the message and off then went with Spirit. Our partnership in this work has begun. No longer do I work alone all the time, I have Lisa my psychic sister and Todd who is our tech, researcher, validater, verifier, documentor and general empath caregiver. Todd's mission is to find the parents so we can keep Lisa's promise.

 

Todd, Lisa and I all hopped in the car and headed off to the Dunedin Causeway for some rejuvenation. Ya, right. I had found out that we would have another three to cross at the beach. On the way over I started to feel extremely nauseated. So sick I though I was going to be sick. It abated as we got closer to the causeway.

 

We set up in a nice little spot next to a guy who had set up his truck to play some awesome music. Next thing you know I felt as if a rather large person put his hand on the back of my beach chair and was leaning on it. I let Lisa know the first one was there. She said no, two. I did have two, one was fairly calm, nonchalant even and crossed when I showed him his Scutter. Lisa then had her own to cross. My second, well he was angry and snarky and challenging.

 

Todd had brought his pendulum and had been verifying things with his grandfather. All three had been drowning victims. At one point Lisa pointed out they were pirates. Yes, now it all made sense. So I said to the snarky pirate, hey, I know where your ship is. He didn't believe me, so I showed him. He still was suspicious so I told him his gold was still on there. His eyes lit up at that and off he went. The funny thing about this crossing, usually I see them head off towards the right of me. With this one, there was no warm yellow light he went off to the left. Seems Lisa's did the same.

 

It has been such a busy day that they are starting to run into each other but we crossed a hyper chick, Lord I was glad to see her go, a middle aged couple who had a freak boating accident and a young boy about 11 or so. This one broke my heart. He was so sad and so scared that I had to call on Archangel Michael to help me calm him down enough for him to listen to me. He finally did and I told him to go with Spirit. He thought the wolf was very cool. His grandfather met him and took him home. It took me awhile to recover from that one. The doorway didn't close and I simply sat and watched as a parade of waywards crossed. It was very much like watching people pass by me on one of those moving walkways you see at airports.

 

Lastly at the beach was Martha. An older woman, very kind, very gentle who just needed me to point her in the right direction. She was easy and called me deary lol.

 

I do want to point out that all day Lisa and I have been thinking the same things, finishing each other's thoughts, having the same ideas down to the thought of putting our protection prayer in script on the inside of our right arms. I also want to point out, much to Todd's dismay, the pirates sapped all the battery strength from his digital camera.

 

So far since we have been home, I have crossed a father and son, Roger and Charlie and Lisa crossed a young boy of 4, Billie. Hopefully our work is done, but the day is still young.

 

So much for my quiet holiday. It sure has been a true Labor Day.



Frantic Mother

 

 

 

With all the activity happening lately, I have taken to asking Archangel Michael every morning if we would have a job to do today. I asked him this on Friday during our morning "chat" and he confirmed we would. After some questions and answers I found out that a couple would be following me home from my spiritual meeting that night.

 

I found out it was a couple and I could discern the wife's name as Shirley and that they had a son named George but I never did get the husband's name. Apparently, their son George had some form of mental handicap. I found out that the husband died first but did not cross as he didn't want to leave his family. I found out the wife died but did not cross because she felt that no one could care for her son properly. Shirley was the dominant member of the family and a bit of a control freak. I also found out that George died and did cross over. Since then, Shirley has been frantic trying to find her son.

 

You may wonder wonder how I was able to get all this information with just the use of my pendulum. Archangel Michael has been working with me to communicate with me without the use of the pendulum. He speaks to me much like the spirits who have crossed do when they want me to deliver a message. I use the pendulum to verify what I heard in my head. I heard the names Shirley and George in my head but never the husbands name. I felt the childlike bliss of George and that is how I came to ask if he had a disability. Again, I didn't go into what kind and I never got an inkling.

 

About midway during the class Friday night, I was overcome by this huge, all encompassing wave of sadness. I almost started crying but then realized what was happening. The couple had found me and latched on. I was distracted for the rest of the night. Shirley's energy was strong and hard to ignore. 

 

I got home and made a dash to my room. I calmed myself so that I could calm Shirley. It took me a moment to get her attention. The husband always positioned himself behind her. I finally got her to stop long enough to listen to me. I told her I knew where George was. I expected a wave of relief to come from her but what I felt instead was her shooting accusation feelings at me, as if I had kept him from her.

 

Fortunately, Michael made an appearance. Normally, he stays in the back round letting Spirit and I do the actual work while he directs. Seeing Archangel Michael, calmed Shirley. Suddenly Spirit was there with the tunnel of light and George. George saw his parents and started running towards them and I had to yell out for him to stop so he wouldn't come all the way out of the light, then Spirit and I would have three to cross.

 

The small family reunited and walked with Spirit down the tunnel, no one looked back this time and this is the first crossing where I have did not receive a thank you. Not that it bothers me, I get it, and I am fine with it. It's just a different kind of crossing that I had gotten used to.

 

This case was very, very emotional for me. I could not shield myself from Shirley's emotions. I quickly went through a range of emotions from anger, panic, guilt, accusation and then finally relief. I did cry in my bedroom where the crossing happened. I couldn't help it.  

 

Because this was not my "typical" crossing, if I can even claim to have one at this point, I am determined more than ever to stop questioning myself and start working on the things I have been given to do by Michael to make myself a stronger worker for the job we have to do together.

 

I have been getting nothing but validation about this from people I look up to who know about this kind of thing. Continuing to question myself, or my abilities is to question God and frankly put myself up on a pedestal as something more than I really am. A servant, a guide, a comforter and reuniter.