Giving in and getting going

It has become even more apparent to me that I don't belong in the more steam line metaphysical community. Not that I am belittling that community, I am very grateful for it and have learned so much from it, but I am not the usual psychic, I don't read tarot cards, I can't see aura's, I can't see past events or predict the future. I deal with the dead, the passed on and never been alive. I do get messages from those who have passed on to share with loved ones. Sometimes I can read people, but it is not always reliable. What is reliable, is my work helping those who have died and got stuck here, the living who are haunted, either by passed loved ones simply wanting to connect, passed loved ones who couldn't or didn't cross over and unfortunately dark or evil spirits and so far the lower caste of demons. My work is constantly validated there, there I feel strong, there I feel supported by my guides, there I am sure of myself. This last venture into the more stream lined community failed, as usual. What was unusual is my lack of self doubt and disappointment. I also checked in once again with the website for Bishop Long because I want to take his demology course in my quest to become a more productive conduit for my guides and a more solid help for those here on this plain who need me. The price of the course went down by $50 dollars while the program itself did not change. Yet another sign that going that route is what I am supposed to do. Time to stop fooling around I think.