Since leaving Dunedin, I have been able to once again "turn myself off" so to speak. I can never turn off the empathic stuff but I was able to throw a virtual invisablity cloak over my beacon.
Then I moved to Cape Coral and once again found myself near people like me and slowly my cloak came off. The final tug that brought it to the ground was the death of my roommates dog. I felt him after he died and then saw him as he stuck around for a few days to make sure his master was ok.
Then I started seeing earth bounds and waywards and heard the call of Archangle Michael and Spirit. Michael was more than a little exasperated with me, Spirit was just glad I was back.
I am trying to not let it all come back too quickly so that I get overwhelmed again. I need to really take notice of the way spirit shows itself to me. I am noticing a big difference between earth bounds and wayards, from astrals and protectors.
Astrals and protectors often speak to me in pictures or symbols. I do see them as I do earth bounds and waywards but they don't talk to me like those do.
I am lucky that I have found a new friend who understands what I do and I can talk with her about it. My friends and my lover understand what I do, but from a layman's point of view. It is nice to have someone who "gets" it.
So yep, vacation time is over.
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