Totally new experience

Today I had a first. I felt the usual pressure on my chest but I am also in the middle of a highly stressful time in my life so I pulled out my St. Michael pendulum (the is the one that only he communicates with me on) to determine if spirit was contacting me or more of my guides or even if it was just anxiety.

I did get a brief visit from my mother today. She gave me some encouragement. I also felt a LOT of spirit around me this morning. Most were my guides here to support me.

Then I saw this little girl. She kept fuzzing in and out from being an infant to being a toddler. I realized that this was an infant and she was lost. I saw at the door an older woman, related to this baby but not her grandmother, holding out her arms. When I walked to the door and handed her the baby, it felt like someone had punched me hard in my chest. It made me gasp out loud. It is the closest I have gotten this close to the door or even interacted this much with a crossed one at the door. 

Interesting experience for sure.

Tragedy

I never know when I am going to get hit with Spirit. I guess I should learn to prepare myself after any kind of tragedy that occurs no matter where it happens.

This morning as I was at my computer, I felt the familiar heaviness and pressure on my chest, right in the center which means I am being contacted.

I closed my eyes to open my third eye so I could see who it was. There was one from Columbus who crossed very quickly. Sometimes they just need to be shown the "door" and poof, off they go.

I thought I was done but nope. Next I could see the familiar angels that I see either when they have a message for me or work for me to do. Today it was work.

I found myself surrounded with confused men of what I could gather was either latin or spanish decent. I then remembered the plane crash of the Brazilian soccer team. I could tell some had crossed immediately, these that remained were confused, some angry because they knew what happened but didn't want to accept it.

I wondered if this would be a long process as sometimes when someone dies like that, it takes them awhile to go through the grieving process in order to heal themselves enough to cross.

All but one did this very quickly. One was angry at the injustice he felt at dying so young. He didn't want to believe it but he really didn't have a choice as he saw his team mates crossing over, saw the angels and saw the door.

He crossed resigned. This is very new for me. Usually, anyone that has to heal for any reason before crossing does so and then crosses happily. I still feel him and I wonder if how long he will stick with me.

The spirit world doesn't always follow the "rules" as we think we know them. The "rules" say, you die, you either cross immediately or you don't, if you have unfinished business of any kind, you may choose to stick around until it is resolved at which point you heal and cross over at peace.

This is a new one. I am curious to see how it turns out. It could be that my job is over and they are taking care of the healing on the other side which is what I secretly hope is the case.